I have nothing anew left to say to you,
My soul feels empty, barren, and bare;
All the love that I’ve showered you with,
Just wasn’t enough to get you to care.
But now that I’ve given all I have to give,
I can no longer on my heart let you tread;
Allow you any further to crush its yearning-
Incapacitate it of loving someone who cares.
So go away my love, find your true calling,
Allow me on my own to withstand the glare;
Let the waves engulf me body and soul now,
Thereby wash away all of you that is yet left.
Surely there’s someone there looking for me,
With a heart full of love and concern to spare;
That which he could not lifelong as yet lavish-
On one who left early, sorely implanting it there.
I would gladly wash up on him, at life’s shore,
The waves returning me anew, my soul fresh;
Where he’d pick me tenderly as a gift so rare,
Draw me out from an oyster with loving care.
He would recognise the hand of god in this,
In my washing up on his shore on golden sand;
Wouldn’t my heart he now shelter and cherish:
Acknowledge it’s that pearl valuable and rare?
This poem is inspired by my rereading of “The Pearl” a novella by American author John Steinbeck… https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Pearl_(novel):
“In the town they tell the story of the great pearl- how it was found and how it was lost again. They tell of Kino, the fisherman, and of his wife, Juana, and of the baby, Coyotito. And because the story has been told so often, it has taken root in every man’s mind. And, as with all retold tales that are in people’s hearts, there are only good and bad things and black and white things and good and evil things and no in-between anywhere.”
“If this story is a parable, perhaps everyone takes his own meaning from it .”